Ok so DOKI what has been going on, You ask?
I've been mentioning that ive been going to answer that question for a while now and im going to answer it.
1) Why have I been gone for so long?
Actually a mixture of things, i forgot my account details like an idiot, i dont have enough sockets in my house for my computer which succs and a list of other important things.
2) Why did you delete your channel?
I created DOKI as an alternate person as you will. Some sorta part of me that I could turn on and off at will. She was an OC that got really out of hand. Slowly I forgot who Meg was and DOKI stayed. But I thought I found the man who would take care of me forever I truly loved him. We cared for each other greatly. We were making arrangements to meet and in the next couple of years probably marry where he and I could have a new life. I thought I didnt need DOKI anymore. Something happened between us and we are working on our relationship again. It isnt as innocent as it was but we are working it out.
3) Why did you not upload often though?
Depression mainly. And i am not faking it I have been diagnosed and I am unable to take anti depressants because it would affect my anti seizure meds.
Epilepsy caused my depression in the first place.
Another reason was that I was really busy and time kept moving to fast.
4) Why was it so bad?
I cant drive, have kids, work with young children, cook, be left on my own among other things. Yeah it's pretty bad. During fits are pretty painful my head aches, i vomit sometimes, my tongue is white due to me biting it so hard ive pushed one of my teeth back. I know it is hard to believe but I can show you proof on this.
Hey, i get a free car though... Still cant drive it though... It is called Jeff.
If you have any questions please just ask
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